Monday, June 19, 2017


I don't think I was in love with you. I think it was such a short amount of time together that it would sound naive to say I did.
I think I care about you now and know I will care about you forever.
I know that I was falling hard and fast and for the first time.
I think I still have to wake myself up and tell myself that I have stopped falling. I was falling so quickly and so suddenly,
just as quickly and as suddenly as you left.
It was mutual. I felt it and felt you feel it, but I guess it was bound to end.
It was bound to end because I wasn't afraid of falling and I wasn't afraid of the raw honesty that stood between us but you,
You were afraid of the whole god damn world.
And I don't hate you for it. I just wish that I could take your hand one last time and let you know that falling isn't as scary as it seems. And let you know that I would fall with you and for you all over again.
I think I mostly hate myself. I hate myself because I know given the chance I would let you fall with me again. Knowing that right now, in this moment, you would leave me.
I would give anything to let you tear me down one last time if I could just get that falling feeling again.

-emily elizabeth

Wednesday, December 21, 2016


Perhaps I opened up too soon and too willingly. Perhaps I thought too highly of you. Maybe I am just naive. Or maybe infatuation truly is a drug that leaves you blind. Either way, f**k you. I have yet to say it and mean it. I mean truly mean it. I make up explanations about your childhood and your fear of being hurt but in the end I realized it doesn't matter. Because in the end I was the one left in shambles. I love hard and love long. Thats why even now I am in pain. What really makes the pain linger is the not knowing if it was real. I felt it. I felt you feel it. But did I really? Was it all just a hoax? Was it all in my head? Questions that will forever remain unanswered.
As a friend now, the pain is still there. The pain is now a numbing pain, like when you have a bad headache and never take any Tylenol because you are so wrapped up in whatever it is you are doing but once you stop you realize that the pain never truly subsided it just wasn't as obvious. Its a pain you sorta get used to. I am used to getting used to the pain. I wish I wasn't, but I am.

-emily elizabeth

Friday, October 7, 2016


If there is only one music video that you ever watch this year, please , please let it be this one. He never seizes to amaze me. Its one of those songs that can just instantly put a smile on your face.

P.S. You are welcome .

Sunday, October 2, 2016


apple picking date

Not sure if you all are aware but fall is officially here and has been designated as "cuffing season", meaning lots of cute dates. Now if you are like me and living the single life, do not fret. You don't need a official "date" to do cute coupley (is that even a word??) things. I mean maybe its not typical to go on dates with your best friend but whatever, I say just go for it. This first outfit is something I would wear on a more casual day time outing like apple picking or just walking downtown. Its really casual but you look really cute especially with the subtle details like the lacy bralette. You can find this one here! The beautiful bralettes in this post are from Adore Me. Fall is a perfect time bring out all of your lacey bras but if you are anything like me and hate having to drop serious cash on one then you really need to check out the bra's and panties from Adore Me. There stuff is such good quality and its actually affordable, and what else could you ask for?

Friday, August 26, 2016


Well thats it folks. Summer is officially ending. I mean you think I would have realized it sooner seeing as August is pretty much over, but nope of course not. It just actually hit me when I noticed that my first day back to school is monday... as in next monday as in this is my last weekend of freedom. Anyway, I am trying to stay positive about summer being over. The only good thing about this is that Fall can finally commence, meaning fall fashion. In the spirit of positivity, I thought it would be good to get you all inspired with some amazing sweaters. I have been looking online with similar articles about really cute fall styles but they clearly do not understand the definition of "affordable". When did $75 for one shirt become affordable?? Please let me know because maybe I am just out of the loop, its possible.. unlikely..but still possible. Anyway here are just a few that I have been pining over, and are actually affordable. 

Sunday, August 21, 2016


Weird things are happening. Frank Ocean dropped his album (no this is not a typo), I rekindled a friendship I never thought I could, and my oldest friends hate me. Life never seizes to amaze me. Just when you think everything is going well, just when you think life couldn't get any better the universe just looks at you and goes, "hah! you're right it cant get any better but it can get worse."

Thursday, August 18, 2016


Lately I have been really into interior design and if you check out my pinterest you will see a bunch of really creative ideas. Heres just a couple of pictures.